i applied at H&M and im going to apply at outback and applebees BECAUSE im 18.

i'd write about the birthdya, but im tired and have a midterm tomorrow.

plus, birthweek isnt over ;]

partay tomorrow, YEEEEEEEEEE

you bitches better bring a beta or else you aint partying with me! fooo!

zomg i feel so dumb and almost heartbroken.

i think its becuase im too nice of a person

and leave my heart open and unguarded

you would think out of all people, i would be the one to be HELLA guarded, right?

i know..

damn iono what else to say except

im hella stupid

and im glad i saw myself before someone else did.

oh man, im crushed. but i'll be over it

we'll just pretend like it never happened

and it should be fine

strictly ---- ------

yep.

youre so cool, calm, composed, and uninterested - gabe bondoc <3
k melissa is getting mad that im not ready! whoops. going to school now..

oh em gee. i hate feeling like this. i feel like such a hypocrite, like forrealsss.. where do i come off telling people off then doing it. well i havent, but its bad enough. oh well, you cant help how you feel. all you can do is try to fight it/block it out i guess..

sigh...

i want you to myself.

so these past couple of days/weeks, i havent been sleeping alot lately. i thought that if i woke up early and didnt take a nap, it would make me sleep early. NOPE. im just restless. i never sleep

im sooo tired

i just finished closing and i open tomorrow. i worked a full 8 hour shift today, practically. it wasnt so bad. i didnt care about time. justin made it go by way fast. we took our break togehter and just talked. we talked alot today. it was great. thanks nick.

hmmm i saw cris and steven k. CRAZY! and these two girls i used to play bal lwith. wow..steven looks good. wow! haha. hmm

oh yeah, like two days ago. i saw matt. AGAIN. weeeeee sjsu is great. <3 haha

well i should sleep because i have to open. <3